who says you got to take a break in the summer?

writing has been slow, but growing and transformation rapid. it's amazing to me that i can track my understanding based on my writing albeit's inconsistence these last summer months. did you know our heart has eyes? did you know if we believe or are chosen, but if we're chosen its because we were going to believe (brain racker i know) then the eyes of our heart have the ability to be enlighten. i want the eyes of my heart to be enlighten. time and space are important to the artist. the artist puts all emphasis on space. to create is her mission. yet the urgency of time, and the slowness or rapidness thereof cannot be controlled. in a physiological sense, it can be, because we're human and our imagination can tell our minds anything. and we believe. we do also however, live in time and space contingent on the middle. do you know what the middle is? what we're living in right now. the beginning was God and the end is God, through Christ Jesus (only), and we humans are living the story in the middle. maybe that's why we're so fixated on balance? but we are not called to be people of balance. we are called to be extreme. to push toward the goal as it says in Romans, and to push towards the end, that is to be with Christ Jesus.